I bend to peer pressure....


First, recommend to me:
1) A movie
2) A book
3) A CD/Artist/ASong

Then ask me three questions about myself, and I will answer as truthfully as possible^^

I was hanging out with Nicole at the track meet(her meet, not mine), and she was telling me about how her and Pat McKenna were practically going out now. And she told me about how they all thought I was cool, and they called me Ginger when they were stoned because they couldn't rememebr my name until Spencer was like: "Yeah, Alexi should hang otu with us sometime. That'd be awsome." Well, they all seem to think I'm cool, which makes me happy because they are all really cool too. I can't wait toactually hang out wiht them sometime....and I'll get to see Spencer^^

Friday Night: Morp dance from 8:00 PM-12:30AM. Went with my friend Nicole at 8:30. Met friends Travis and Max. The punch was definately spiked. I had about 15 glasses. Stayed with them till about 9:30 until Pat McKenna and his friends showed up. It was my first time hanging out with them. They were kick-ass(except for Caleb who kept referring to me as "Spencer's Girlfriend"). Me and Nicole danced a lot. Spencer showed up around 10:15. He kept giving me funny looks, and we talked for a couple minutes. He kept giving me a wierd look when I was dancing. Nicole went to bitch at Andy and he got pissed and took a swing at her. If I hadn't pulled her away, he would have hit her hard. His girlfriend(our former friend) Caitlin told Nicole to leave him alone. Nicole went to Pat for protection. Nicole had to leave at 11:00, and I hung out wiht Autumn. Her ex bouyfriend Corey kept following her every where. I pulled her away from him, saying that I needed to talk to her, and I brought her to Kevin, who asked her to (slow)dance. I waited on the wall for them, and Spencer gave me a really sad look, and left the room. I folowed quitely behind, just watching him. He went to get some water, and I went to my locker to get my coat to go for a walk outside. I cam back, it was around 11:45, and Spencer had to leave, so I figured I ahd no other reason to stay, so I grabbed my coat and phone, and I called my mom. I talked to Preston while I waited for my mom to pick me up. She got there at 12:00.

Saturday/Sunday: Friend Sara's [flying-carrots] birthday party. We had fun. Dont feel like going into detail here because most of the people that will get this were there....

I donno what to think about Spencer. I missed his call Samedi nuit(Saturday night for those who don't know french), and he's been calling me every noight for the last week. Nicole said that she thinks he wanted to dance with me, but since we're both sposed to be "over" each other, that would eb really awkward to ask....I donno what to think about him anymore...

I'm so excited for the MORP dance tonight. It's gonna be the last dance for em this year, because I definately don't have any dates for prom>< I am kinda curious about what's gonna happen at the dance though. I'm gonna be going with Nicole, but Spencer has been calling me(and me him) everyday(and more then once a day) this week. He's been so sweet to me lately, and I'm somewhat wondering if he wanted to dance or something...I shouldn't get my hopes up though. It's just gonna be wierd. Oh well, I can always dance with Nicole!^^

Wow

These last -counts- four days have been really confusing for me. On Monday, we had a soccer game, and Spencer ended up being there for the second half. I wasn't expecting him at all, so I was shocked and embarassed to see him. I did good, but not my best, and we won. After the game, my 'friend' Caitling was helping me watch my little brother, and Spencer was with his friends at one of the diamonds(baseball diomands in case Silma was wondering what I meant), and he was practicing his pitching. Well, he would keep looking at methen looking away quickly, and ailtin started filling ym heads with stuff about how hes such and ass and a loser, and it was really hurting e inside, but I kept agreeing for soem reason. Then when my brother ran into the tennis courts by the diamond, they left. Caitlin said thta he was avoiding me. I tried to ignore her, but I couldnt help but get this sinking feeling that it was true. Well, later in the game, she kept trying to get em to go abck out with my (2x) ex Travis, and I dont want to. And Travis was getting nhopeful again, and I just wnated to yell at him for it.

When I got home, Travis was tlaking to em on Yahoo, and he asked me how I really felt about Spencer, and I told him the truth, I'm still totally, absolutely head-over-heels for him. Then he got off. And I knew he was thinking about asking me out again. Well, right when I was starting to really feel like a bitch, Spencer got on and started talkign to me! We havent talked for about three weeks, andhe told me he went to the game, and i told him i saw him and that Iw ent to his last baseball game and he said he saw me and he asked if he could call me so I got affline and we talked for three hours. It was just like how we used to. I was so insanely happy. Then the next night, he called again, but Iw asnt home to get the call, and it was already after ten so i couldnt call him. Then we talked again for another hour and a half last night. Now I just ahve to see how tonight turns out.

Ive been thinking about everything that ahs happened between me and Spencer, and I realized that he might still like me. He sure as hell acts like it. And even though I dont want to get my heart broken by him again, I can say that Id definately go back with him.