My friend Caitlin wants me to go back out with my ex Travis. I don't want to though...

This is for all the people that ahve become my friends in the last week or so. My close friends all know this shit already.

Name: Alexi Kristine Mason
Age: 14
Birthday: June 17, 1991
Sign: Gemini
Gender: Female
Height: 5'1.5"(about 64 centimeters for silma)
Weight: not saying
Interests: For those fo you who can't read french; writing, reading, sleeping, eating,The Marauders, pretty men, werewolves, playing my bass and trumpet, singing in the shower...
Music: Anything with meaning
Other: I'm a total band geek. I'm athletic, I play soccer, and I'm gonna run xc next year. And I fucking love l'acrosse



ummm....thats not much, but ti helps

I was listenign to my music, and I ahd the shuffle on, and every song it picked was sad and perfectly fit the Me/Spencer thing. I have let him go, but that doesn't mean I can't still think about him...all the time. It hurts when you lose your first love, but there will always be something better out there. And I know one day I will find my soul-mate, and I will never lkook back on this again....

I just wrote a journal....but I posted before I ehard this so I'm making another oen...and I'm listenign to "U Got IT Bad"-Usher(wow, from SlipKnot to Usher>< and he said "If you're touched by the words in this song then baby u got it bad" and I was touched by the words in this song...so I must got it bad....><

Hmmm...everyone knows that I think about Spencer all the time, but lately I've been thinking about Logan too. I think ti was the fact that I listened to Duality-SlipKnot last night, and I ahdn't listened to them for ages because Logan was the one who bought the cd for me, and what he did to me was unspeakably horrible, at leats Spencer had tried to let em down gently....Anyway, I was thinking about him a little, and then, today, after schoool, on my way to soccer practice, I saw him outside with some of his other friends, and it was just wierd ebcause we saw each other, and we just looked at each other, like neither fo us knew what to do...and it was just wierd because eh has another girlfriend now, and he was the first guy(and I was his first girl) that I made out with. And it was just really wierd and uncomfortable. And the whole time during practice, he would look over, and then I was cheered up by that because it made me think of how, at the baseball game yesterday, Spencer kept looking at me from third base(his position) and it made me thinbk of how damned fine he looked in those tight pants, and Logan was out fo my mind quickly, then he left, and I didn't really think about him until I listened to Duality again...so...uh.......yeah...that was pointless><